Changes

Everyone goes through changes. Not the puberty kind of changes. Just the mindset. You could read something, and it could change your mind. You could meet someone, and they could change your life. You could hear a song, a verse, a lyric, a word; it could change your mind. No matter how much you want to disagree with this change...you can't stop it. These changes are invulnerable. Maybe they are for the good, possibilly worse. I am not going to go into much detail about some of these changes. I have talked to some people...much wiser than me...and they have told me the same story. Of course, it is confidential. The who and the what. But some of these changes I have encountered are almost life changing to me. You might ask why you are reading this, but hopefully it will get good. Not promising anything...just hoping. I have noticed politics are worthless. Who cares...whoever our next "leader" is, well he's going to drive this country into hell. I have been watching a lot of movies lately, ask Davis, he knows. They made me think. A lot. About how much the world has changed, and how everything can be just materialistic. Fiction can make everything so much easier to respect. Read a few books too. Mainly Chuck Palihniuk and Darren Shan. One shock writing, the other gore. Chuck changed my mind. Not everything is as it seems. He has helped me tap into a new power. An uber imagination. Darren. He gives me some outside forces to my little stew. Magic. Demons. Freaks. It's incredible. Music. It's always making me think. Either it be the message coming across or the rift of the bass. i got some inspiration by a UK band I have been listening to for a while. All their songs lyrics make me get chills. I know you still think this is boring. So do I. I just felt like writing, so If you really want to stop reading, I'm not holding you down. The biggest change is my future. I used to be the aspiring musician or rock star. That dream died when I found a passion. Writing. I have had thoughts of becoming an english teacher, but college is not worth it. Plus, kids are not my favorite subject. The biggest change I have seen people go through is not the smartest of all changes. Other than that I would like to major in fine arts or writing. Drugs. By now you should no I do not enforce drug use. Call it straight edge. Whatever. I like to abstain myself. So what if I'm a pariah. So be it. All these people I knew back in the day, turned the life into what they call "better" when in reality it's scratching yourself because you think you have spiders on you because you almost overdosed on methemphetamine. Now a days you look around the corner and see little 5 year olds taking strawberry flavored methemphetamine (StrawberryQuik) or heroin and a pain killer or sleep medicine such as Tylenol PM (Cheese). What's next...horse tranquilizers? Maybe it will be shooting up with liposuction clinics spare goop. Who knows? You might think that if I'm so against drugs...why do I talk about them. Your answer to that question. It keeps me from making stupid decisions, seeing one of your closest friends run around with his little marijuana and getting busted with other paraphernalia. You tend to miss those people after not seeing them. I guess I'm at a loss of thoughts. Changes change people, obviously. For better, or for worse? You be the judge.