It's standing under the scalding hot water.
It's that song on the radio.
It's hearing the name of a lake on the news that a car crashed into.
It's running my hand over my arms or legs.
It's seeing someone's veins stick out at work or at Walmart.
It's addiction and it's the rest of my life.
I'm dealing with it one day at a time but I'm not afraid and I'm not alone.
Do I miss the days? Yes.
Do I want to go back? No.
I'm moving forward. Yay.
I have a great job now making electrical wire.
I'm making friends at work.
I'm feeling better than I have in a really long time.
I think I genuinely love my life.
Big news ahead.
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