Brief Interruption

Lately, I have been checking up on my friends more than usual, and I'm not quite sure if it's about love, or about fear. Also, I haven't been satisfied with things around me. Ever since The Angels and Airwaves concert last Friday (February 1st), I haven't been remotely happy with things. Typically, I'm not one to whine, but today one the bus really bothered me. Something really got to me, but I'm not quite sure why. All in one, it made me realize how I really can't take living in Texas much more. I mean, I don't know what I would do without my true friends who have been there for me since I have met them. I doubt I would be as strong of a person as I am now, but thanks to the select few that have been there, I am here, now, as a better individual. Sometimes I look at all the things around me that have been more than amazing, and I see how I passed them up for something that was actually worse for me. I miss how things used to be. Simple. Flawless. What I knew as perfect. I know there is no such thing as perfect, especially with humans. We all have flaws, but for the time period, I thought everything was perfect. As a human, you go through phases. Phases that we can't control.
Right now, I just wish I could find a random person, sit under the stars on a bench, table, slide, whatever, and just talk to them for hours. Get to know how their mind works. Find out about their past, how things are going in life, what they have planned for the future, and even talk about current interests. I want them to tell me things I would never hear from anyone else. Things that are more unique than a quality only one person might possess. I want to absorb every bit of information someone is willing to feed me.
Every now and then, I wish someone would find out about me. Check up on me like I check on them. I truly believe that if I treat someone like I want to be treated, I won't get treated that way. I always leave an open ear for someone, expecting for one in return. I don't necessarily ask you how your day is just so I can tell you about mine, but maybe things might not be going so well with me for a change. It's elementary school level learning. "Treat others the way you want to be treated." It sounds stupid, but people enjoy being loved, trusted, respected, and sometimes, people just need to put forth that extra step.
More of my mind will be established later, once I can grab a few more similar thoughts.